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"if it doesn't come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don't do it. unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don't do it. if you have to sit for hours staring at your computer screen or hunched over your typewriter searching for words, don't do it. if you're doing it for money or fame, don't do it. if you're doing it because you want women in your bed, don't do it. if you have to sit there and rewrite it again and again, don't do it. if it's hard work just thinking about doing it, don't do it. if you're trying to write like somebody else, forget about it. if you h

my beer got warm while i sat here and pondered whether to smoke another bowl or to light up a cigarette. i decided that since i was stuck on it for so long i should just smoke a cigarette; probably stoned enough. you know there are some people on this earth who are always asking life questions, i kind of stopped doing that after a while, you know? i needed to give her a break.. lifes got it tough, man. we should all just spend some more time living.. i don't want to sit around all the time and think of life as some complex entity i need to figure out, or even necessarily take any knowledge away from. let's immerse in her, in life, and

Anyway here I am, where I had an idea apparently to write about war Veterans who live on a cultasack that was built on top of an old Civil War site and shit. I forgot about the idea but maybe one day I'll get somewhere with that. Where's everybody on dA at? Feels like all the old homies are gone. For you, my friends: http://alexgrey.com/media/writing/art-psalms/nature-of-the-artist/ And if you don't click that link, at least take this with you: "One day you will look back and laugh at yourself. You'll say, 'I can't believe I was so asleep!' How did I ever forget the truth? How ridiculous to believe that sadness and sickness Are anything but